“WE” – the collective, pledge to follow, serve
and worship the ominous superiors – “THEY”
Monday, May 17, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
JEEZE AND GOSH DARN!!!
(A.K.A. WHAT THE FUCK!!!)
Did I mention my career of being a tortured artist?!
Of course, I am not one to call myself and artist. More so, I have my-self convinced to be an aspiring one.
So, as I push myself away from my drawing table, in bitter despise over my inability to draw... I look at my desk and see nothing but attempts to draw. To the wondering eye, they might actually be decent.
Of course I tear pages from my sketch book, enraged that I can not satisfy my biggest critique...
Did I mention my career of being a tortured artist?!
Of course, I am not one to call myself and artist. More so, I have my-self convinced to be an aspiring one.
"If I already thought myself an artist, then how could I improve?"
So, as I push myself away from my drawing table, in bitter despise over my inability to draw... I look at my desk and see nothing but attempts to draw. To the wondering eye, they might actually be decent.
Of course I tear pages from my sketch book, enraged that I can not satisfy my biggest critique...
...Myself.
Am I unmotivated, uninspired, depressed, or just lazy?
Sure... I wish I could shit out a book on demand.
Maybe I will... when I'm ready
Sure... I wish I could shit out a book on demand.
Maybe I will... when I'm ready
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)